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"You mean the world to me."
♪ You Are The One - DJ Babyboi
→ You are currently at c-h-r-i-s-t-i-e.blogspot.com. I hope you're sure you've got the right place, man.
→ This blog belongs to Christie Oh Ai Hui. Be sure this is the correct owner of this blog, yeah?
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is with me. This means you.
→ people have been here with me.
→ THIS BLOG IS NOT IN USE ANYMORE. PLEASE RELINK MY NEW BLOG. IT WILL BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED :))
→ And have a lovely day :)
13, February 28th is the anniversary of my existance, originated from Singapore, destiny is Australia, Riverlife is the church, Megalife is the group, SAC is the cell and the past school, 1/6 is the best class ever, SOTA is the present school, Asian,
Pasir Ris is the neighbourhood, Loyang Place is the road of the past and of chalky scribbles.
The Ohs and the Boks and the Yaps are my family :)
God is the centre of my life.
I like 98.7FM, butterflies, flowers, rain photography, rain music, the wind, sky, sea, sleeping in, late nights, reading, chocolate anything, pristine thick blank notebooks with cool covers, dark and cold mornings, ice cream, nata de coco, ice, crystals, glass anything, jewels, anything shiny, iora, El Nath,
bazaars in Western Australia, dreamcatchers, hugs, lots of hugs, professional soulful pianists playing the piano, being refreshed.
I dream chart reuse, lawn green, green, aquamarine, turquoise, sea blue, deep sky blue, sky blue, light sky blue,light blue, silver, white.
I am all about photography, designing, drawing, listening to music.
My favourite place in the world besides my bed is Riverlife Church. I also miss Yanchep and Hillarys beach in Western Australia very much.
I hate saying goodbye (or worse, not being given a chance to say goodbye), running out of anything, studying, exams, being criticized, being compared, being used, being scolded for no reason, being nagged at, being looked down on, being ignored, being alone, feeling sad, feeling hopeless.
→ Finish reading the whole Bible
→ Go to and travel around Paris
→ Have a photography album of Paris
→ Travel around Europe
→ Have a photography album of Europe
→ A good waterproof camera that can take photos exactly the way they appear
→ Adobe Photoshop
→ Watch Spiderwick/Jumper/I Am Legend/Wanted
→ Fill up September
→ Transfer to School of the Arts
→ Black skinnies
→ A black/grey/white cardigan
→ FBTs
→ Plum shoes :D
→ Black and white converse shoes
→ Speakers for my iPod
→ A black hoodie
→ An Elie necklace
→ A Haru ring
→ Rosie comes to Nubian Gents with me
→ Black bracelets
→ A dreamcatcher
nothing short of a miracle |
Thursday, November 22, 2007 |
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to hell with the typing properly. this takes so much less effort.
today in science, miss bowden at least didn`t bore us to tears with another stupid lecture about molecules and elements. instead we got to play bingo (element related, sadly) and pop quiz for the remaining 20 minutes. in design&technology, i even managed to get some work done, and mr waterman didn`t do anything dumb, and he even gave me a good mark on my wooden box which i can take home tomorrow! in recess & lunch, we played the card game 'cheat' already with my deck of cards that i`ve been bringing every single day already, and i didn`t stuff up that cool shuffling as much as i used to. in social studies, mr cregan didn`t come to school today so we got to work on some atlas related puzzles. in maths, mr oats at least taught us something useful like sales tax, discount, interest rates, comissions, profit/loss percentage etc. we only found out how to work all of them with a calculator. WHERE`S THE HANDWRITTEN WORKING OUT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD?! and in PE, the girls vs boys game was just sweet. we lost every single game because of the boys. and because i was posted on the stupid left outfield so i had to run for my dear life everytime a ball went shooshing by me. and not to mention, i can`t throw far for nuts. and the weather was like 34ºC. even the crocodile`s already been removed.
and once i got home and started switching on the fan, and got on to the computer, everyone starts talking about PSLE. gosh, everything good about my day just went right out the window after that. thanks, Joy, for telling me that the highest PSLE record this year was 296/300. thanks to all who told me how much they got, so they can make me feel even more inferior.
right now all i wanna do is close my eyes and sleep forever; because it`s so easy to forget the world and slip into nothingness unconsciously. as time passes by like a bullet without you while you sleep. sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.
even music has deserted me. i don`t know what to listen to anymore. no song can bring my hopes up; and only the songs on the playlist below are just tunes. i envy those so much who have a normal life. i don`t think he really meant it when he said: friends forever, man. i can already let go of the ones i love, because i know that someday i will be forced to. when i live in australia for the rest of my life i know my friends might not be able to follow me. so why am i still placing all my hope on the 16th of december? is my life worth screwing up for them...? and could it get even more screwed up than it already is? so why am i even going back?
- because of my friends
- because of the bloody racists in my school
- because people look down on asians in my school
- because i`m the youngest in my year group, and forever will be
- because this is an alien country
- because i miss my home
- because of my friends.
the voice in my heart says: singapore is not where you wanna spend your life. i know. i have to keep my faith strong because my God will never forsake me; He will never leave me; and He always knows what to do in times like these. yet i feel so suicidal. i don`t know what it means when the pastors in church tell you to live for God. someone shoot me. someone hang me. someone strangle me. anything. anything to get away from this meaningless life.
When the sky turns to grey And the ground turns to snow And the colours have faded away Then we might start to know
That when the dead trees start to mourn For the beauty of their green When they cry with the howling wind For what they have been,
That little girls in their homes Gaze placidly out the glass Smudged with frost and cold That wish for time to pass.
That they long for spring to come That they wish to survive To see the beauty and freedom once more To see anything alive.

[this bit was made at 4:42PM, 3:42PM in singapore] oh, i almost forgot. today is my parent`s anniversary. congratulations, my dear parents. you`ve been married for 28 years. clap claps. |
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MY EXTRAS
Artwork,
DeviantArt,
friendster,
facebook,
gaia Online,
nostalgia,
Poems,
WordPress.
EXTRA SITES
Aethereality.net,
AnimeRequiem,
{dlh},
Ego-Box,
ephemeral-,
moargh,
The Ninth Duino Elegy.
BLOGSHOPS
crystal's,
danielle's,
joey's, vanissa's & francine's.
FAMILY
flybar,
benjamin,
jonathan oh,
roxanne,
samuel,
victoria .
NEIGHBOURS
5101214,
jacob,
joy ,
nicole,
zhe ru.
RIVERLIFERS
cheryl,
hannah,
henrietta tan,
jalyn,
jonathan tan,
maeve,
maverick,
natalie ng,
tammy,
timothy tan.
BPMCers
alex,
christie leong,
janene,
rachel,
regina,
sean yong,
sherri leong.
AUSSIEFIED AZNS
aiken,
justina,
tammy,
timothy tan,
vicki.
EX-PRPSians
aaron,
andrea,
bernice kwok,
beverley,
brandon too,
charlene goh,
chee shuen,
daniel,
edward,
en hao,
esther,
etienne,
farhanna,
glendon,
hazel,
jia hui,
kenneth,
kia ling,
kimberly,
kyee,
liling,
liyana,
sebastian,
serene,
sheena lee,
shermaine,
shi min,
shi qing,
stephanie,
syahmi,
tze xin,
val,
vivien,
xin yi,
yu min,
yuan li,
yvonne,
zheng jie,
zhi qian.
SACSSians
amanda,
audrey koh,
bernice tong,
cally,
carissa liong,
celeste,
chelsea yong,
chelsea dawn joseph,
crystal,
danielle,
eleanor,
eveline,
francine,
fung ling,
iffah,
ilina,
jarene,
jilyn,
joey,
leona,
lyvia,
matilda,
mavis tan,
nicole tan,
pamelyn,
phyllis,
praizel,
prashanti,
rafidah,
rosie,
sarah tan,
shama,
shannon,
tiara,
trina,
tze hui,
vanissa,
vivien ng,
xenia.
SOTA
R3 '08
carissa,
charlene su,
clarissa,
gwen,
justine,
nicole lim,
nikki,
nurul,
pearl,
romit,
yuki,
yung chi,
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