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13, February 28th is the anniversary of my existance, originated from Singapore, destiny is Australia, Riverlife is the church, Megalife is the group, SAC is the cell and the past school, 1/6 is the best class ever, SOTA is the present school, Asian,
Pasir Ris is the neighbourhood, Loyang Place is the road of the past and of chalky scribbles.
The Ohs and the Boks and the Yaps are my family :) God is the centre of my life.
I like 98.7FM, butterflies, flowers, rain photography, rain music, the wind, sky, sea, sleeping in, late nights, reading, chocolate anything, pristine thick blank notebooks with cool covers, dark and cold mornings, ice cream, nata de coco, ice, crystals, glass anything, jewels, anything shiny, iora, El Nath,
bazaars in Western Australia, dreamcatchers, hugs, lots of hugs, professional soulful pianists playing the piano, being refreshed.
I dream chart reuse, lawn green, green, aquamarine, turquoise, sea blue, deep sky blue, sky blue, light sky blue,light blue, silver, white.
I am all about photography, designing, drawing, listening to music.
My favourite place in the world besides my bed is Riverlife Church. I also miss Yanchep and Hillarys beach in Western Australia very much.
I hate saying goodbye (or worse, not being given a chance to say goodbye), running out of anything, studying, exams, being criticized, being compared, being used, being scolded for no reason, being nagged at, being looked down on, being ignored, being alone, feeling sad, feeling hopeless.
Desires
→ Finish reading the whole Bible
→ Go to and travel around Paris
→ Have a photography album of Paris
→ Travel around Europe
→ Have a photography album of Europe
→ A good waterproof camera that can take photos exactly the way they appear
→ Adobe Photoshop
→ Watch Spiderwick/Jumper/I Am Legend/Wanted
→ Fill up September
→ Transfer to School of the Arts
→ Black skinnies
→ A black/grey/white cardigan
→ FBTs
→ Plum shoes :D
→ Black and white converse shoes
→ Speakers for my iPod
→ A black hoodie
→ An Elie necklace
→ A Haru ring
→ Rosie comes to Nubian Gents with me
→ Black bracelets
→ A dreamcatcher
DECEMBER{; true
Thursday, December 27, 2007
today i went out with Alex, Victoria and Rachel to WS... Rachel, me and Victoria took neoprints because Alex would rather drop dead than be caught taking neoprints with 3 girls. then we went to the arcade.
that was pretty much it for today, i guess.
i`m just thinking about what my father said to me today... while we were just finishing our lunch, right...he said these words: "the clouds are perpetually hovering in the sky...you can`t even see the blue sky. and the air is so still. it`s like so lonely lidat". it was as if he just read my mind at that point in time.
when i got back home for dinner (my mother was upstairs watching TV but my father was reading the newspaper at the dinner table), i talked to my father a bit. he said to me: "true friends will stick with you even if you`re in different schools".
... ... ... ... ... ... ...
i think the only true friend i still have from PRPS is Yu Min. she`s the only one who actually WANTS to talk to me no matter what, she`s been my friend since P1, she calls me like all the time. she`s like seriously a true friend. so what happened to everyone else?
i know i won`t be separated from the people in BPMC for a long time. that`s why we`re still together. but what if i left BPMC? what then? what if i just stuck to Riverlife, where i hardly have any friends there? would the people i know from BPMC still be as true as Yu Min? true friends are hard to find. i`m so happy i met Yu Min. but the really sad part is: i think i came back to Singapore for the wrong reasons. this is exactly what i thought about in Australia. i still don`t know what i want in this life. i don`t want to regret coming back to Singapore. i think i might as well just try following Hakuna Matata & Carpe Diem.
I woke up it was seven I waited till eleven Just to figure out that no one would call I think I've got a lot of friends But I don't hear from them What's another night all alone When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes I'm just a kid And life is a nightmare I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
And maybe when the night is dead I'll crawl into my bed staring at these four walls again I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time Everyone's got somewhere to go And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes I'm just a kid And life is a nightmare I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me Don't fit in with anybody How did this happen to me? Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep And every night is the worst night ever I'm just a kid (x10) And life is a nightmare I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is Nobody wants to be alone in the world I'm just a kid And life is a nightmare I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is Nobody wants to be alone in the world Nobody cares cause i'm alone and the world is Having more fun than me tonight I'm all alone tonight Nobody cares tonight Cause I'm just a kid tonight
