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13, February 28th is the anniversary of my existance, originated from Singapore, destiny is Australia, Riverlife is the church, Megalife is the group, SAC is the cell and the past school, 1/6 is the best class ever, SOTA is the present school, Asian,
Pasir Ris is the neighbourhood, Loyang Place is the road of the past and of chalky scribbles.
The Ohs and the Boks and the Yaps are my family :) God is the centre of my life.
I like 98.7FM, butterflies, flowers, rain photography, rain music, the wind, sky, sea, sleeping in, late nights, reading, chocolate anything, pristine thick blank notebooks with cool covers, dark and cold mornings, ice cream, nata de coco, ice, crystals, glass anything, jewels, anything shiny, iora, El Nath,
bazaars in Western Australia, dreamcatchers, hugs, lots of hugs, professional soulful pianists playing the piano, being refreshed.
I dream chart reuse, lawn green, green, aquamarine, turquoise, sea blue, deep sky blue, sky blue, light sky blue,light blue, silver, white.
I am all about photography, designing, drawing, listening to music.
My favourite place in the world besides my bed is Riverlife Church. I also miss Yanchep and Hillarys beach in Western Australia very much.
I hate saying goodbye (or worse, not being given a chance to say goodbye), running out of anything, studying, exams, being criticized, being compared, being used, being scolded for no reason, being nagged at, being looked down on, being ignored, being alone, feeling sad, feeling hopeless.
Desires
→ Finish reading the whole Bible
→ Go to and travel around Paris
→ Have a photography album of Paris
→ Travel around Europe
→ Have a photography album of Europe
→ A good waterproof camera that can take photos exactly the way they appear
→ Adobe Photoshop
→ Watch Spiderwick/Jumper/I Am Legend/Wanted
→ Fill up September
→ Transfer to School of the Arts
→ Black skinnies
→ A black/grey/white cardigan
→ FBTs
→ Plum shoes :D
→ Black and white converse shoes
→ Speakers for my iPod
→ A black hoodie
→ An Elie necklace
→ A Haru ring
→ Rosie comes to Nubian Gents with me
→ Black bracelets
→ A dreamcatcher
repeating the roboticness
Saturday, February 16, 2008
i know i might have said this in the past, but i can`t help but feel that i`m wasting; wishing my life away. it`s something hard to explain, but i`ll have to try, anyway. i didn`t care about how long it took; i just wanted to get it done and over with as long as i survived in the end. but...what can i do now, when it`s all over? i told myself i wanted to start living better now, so that i don`t regret it later on. but it seems that i just keep regretting. tell me, is there a way you can live that you don`t regret it later on?
nowadays in school, i`m just constantly being pressurised with homework, man. i threw away that life, and it was my choice but i know i`ll be able to redeem it one day... but that day is still far away. i realised that when you have something, you wish for something else. and when you already have that something else, you wish for the first thing you had. is life meant to be all about wishing?
that time on Valentine`s Day, our teacher made us write on a piece of pink heart shaped paper what we wish for and stick it at the back of the class, on the giant pinboard. i read everyone else`s before sticking mine up. and i was like the only one in the entire class who didn`t wish for good grades besides Bernice who wished that 'she could enter JC so that she could find a BF'.
damn this life.
Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne
And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, yeah I try to believe you, But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be, It always turns out to be a different way, I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow, yeah, it's a different day, tomorrow,
It's always been up to you, It's turning around, It's up to me, I'm gonna do what I have to do, just don't
Give me a little time, Leave me alone a little while, Maybe it's not too late, not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow, yeah, it's a different day, tomorrow,
I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow,tomorrow its a different day
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready, Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Yeah I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow... it may change Tomorrow... it may change Tomorrow... it may change Tomorrow... it may change
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Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne
I'm tugging at my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head
I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth this Yeah...
If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you, what's on my mind? If it ain't comin' out (If it ain't comin' out) We're not goin' anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it Yeah...
If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I'm wishing my life away (Uh) With these things I'll never say
What's wrong, with my tongue These words keep slippin' away I stutter, I stumble Like I've got nothin' to say
'Cause I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it Yeah!
Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee Marry me today! Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say These things I'll never say
yours till there`s a brighter day somewhere; x/christieo