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christie
13, February 28th is the anniversary of my existance, originated from Singapore, destiny is Australia, Riverlife is the church, Megalife is the group, SAC is the cell and the past school, 1/6 is the best class ever, SOTA is the present school, Asian,
Pasir Ris is the neighbourhood, Loyang Place is the road of the past and of chalky scribbles.
The Ohs and the Boks and the Yaps are my family :) God is the centre of my life.
I like 98.7FM, butterflies, flowers, rain photography, rain music, the wind, sky, sea, sleeping in, late nights, reading, chocolate anything, pristine thick blank notebooks with cool covers, dark and cold mornings, ice cream, nata de coco, ice, crystals, glass anything, jewels, anything shiny, iora, El Nath,
bazaars in Western Australia, dreamcatchers, hugs, lots of hugs, professional soulful pianists playing the piano, being refreshed.
I dream chart reuse, lawn green, green, aquamarine, turquoise, sea blue, deep sky blue, sky blue, light sky blue,light blue, silver, white.
I am all about photography, designing, drawing, listening to music.
My favourite place in the world besides my bed is Riverlife Church. I also miss Yanchep and Hillarys beach in Western Australia very much.
I hate saying goodbye (or worse, not being given a chance to say goodbye), running out of anything, studying, exams, being criticized, being compared, being used, being scolded for no reason, being nagged at, being looked down on, being ignored, being alone, feeling sad, feeling hopeless.
Desires
→ Finish reading the whole Bible
→ Go to and travel around Paris
→ Have a photography album of Paris
→ Travel around Europe
→ Have a photography album of Europe
→ A good waterproof camera that can take photos exactly the way they appear
→ Adobe Photoshop
→ Watch Spiderwick/Jumper/I Am Legend/Wanted
→ Fill up September
→ Transfer to School of the Arts
→ Black skinnies
→ A black/grey/white cardigan
→ FBTs
→ Plum shoes :D
→ Black and white converse shoes
→ Speakers for my iPod
→ A black hoodie
→ An Elie necklace
→ A Haru ring
→ Rosie comes to Nubian Gents with me
→ Black bracelets
→ A dreamcatcher
happy halloween
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
yeah. it`s halloween here. my friends are going trick or treating. Toneya brought balloons that read 'Happy Birthday Frank Iero'. apparently i learned from him that he`s My Chemical Romance`s lead guitarist. lol. Toneya is going trick or treating with Della, Tabbatha and a few others. Della is dressing up as a dead cheerleader, from what i learned from Toneya.
...and he still hasn`t come on. this is a song i was just thinking about... and i realised how much it explains the both of us.
this is Sound The Bugle (or Solider) - Bryan Adams Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron soundtrack but it`s not showing the actual scene of the movie. just ANOTHER movie.
Sound the bugle now - play it just for me As the seasons change - remember how I used to be Now I can't go on - I can't even start I`ve got nothing left - just an empty heart
I`m a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight There`s nothing more for me - lead me away... Or leave me lying here
Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care There`s not a road I know - that leads to anywhere Without a light feat that I will - stumble in the dark Lay right down - decide not to go on
Then from on height - somewhere in the distance There`s a voice that calls - remember who your are If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow
So be strong tonight - remember who you are Yeah you`re a soldier now - fighting in a battle To be free once more -Yeah that`s worth fighting for
(Christie) ♥ 2:05 PM
December poem
Monday, October 29, 2007
today i stared out my window and watched the birds fly away. i thought of calling to them but there was nothing i could say.
why do they seem so free? to fly with unrestrain. and i realised that it`s something i can never hope to attain.
why does time fly, too? does it know how it causes pain? i wish to cut its wings off so it should never fly again.
i want to go back and change everything now. sometimes i laugh with tears at how childish i am...wow.
here i am awaiting the twelfth month, slumped here with such despair. suddenly life moves so slowly and i realise it`s never fair.
we wished so long for sweet December; and we still are. this sacred month of freedom and joy strangely seems so far.
is it wrong to wish for something you want, even if it`s a fantasy? is it wrong to think of the ones you love even if it`s them you can`t see?
i wished that separation would end but i don`t know if it`s right to mess up my life by a foolish choice. i don`t know...i just might.
Reply to ZQ`s tag on 291007: yeah i wrote this poem O_o
(Christie) ♥ 4:40 PM
persistence
hmms. our maths teacher gave us this piece of paper that looked like a test and he told us it was a test. and when we were done, he said it wasn`t a test. he just wanted us to be very quiet and in a 'test mode'. what the hell?
in english, i was so bored. like seriously.
in SS, Emily told me about this conversation she had with Jared LOL. apparently their conversation went like this:
Jared: I`ll push you into a bush. Emily: I`ll push you into your own bush. Jared: Then I`ll pull you down with me. All of us: EEEEWWWWWW! RANK!@!@!!
then she told us about this guy called Jack who put a snail into his mouth, on his tongue and he did it for $4. what`s happening to the world that we live in?
in drama, Alex Carter pulled Allan`s pants down. bwahaha. everyone was laughing while poor Allan pulled his pants back up (he wore maroon silk boxer shorts) and started chasing Carter around the room. ahh it was so funny.
anyway,that`s pretty much what happened today... i brought that big fat red maths PSLE book to do during recess & lunch. Claudia helped me in some bits (not Claudia Lim lawl) which i really appreciated. well, she didn`t exactly help me. she was looking at it with me and i just sort of figured the question out on my own because i was explaining it to her XDD so when i explained it out loud it sort of helped me XDD guess i should do that more often -_-# umm. yeah. i wasn`t totally being honest with you with what i did during english. i didn`t do like ANYTHING. because i already finished all my work and stuff... so i was writing a letter to Kenneth. because...well. he still sends letters and stuff to me. but not really what you call often. so that time i sent him a maple leaf plucked off one of the trees in autumn. Kenneth is like... the person who i talk to when i`m super down and lonely. but whenever he isn`t online MSN then i`m just like...so empty. and he hasn`t been on for awhile. there`s no other way to describe it, i think. i don`t know what i want in life. i seriously do not know. i don`t know whether to return back to singapore and work my butt off like a robot. or whether to stay in a place where i have time to do what i love. if i go back to singapore, and yet neglected...i will be screwing my life up completely because the only reason i`m going back is because of my friends. but because of something i realised awhile ago made me think this way. i told my father one time, "I miss my friends in Singapore." and then he told me something which i should have thought of a long time ago. something that made me feel as if i swallowed a mini iceberg. "But do they miss you?"
...i don`t know.
(Christie) ♥ 2:44 PM
daylight savings
Sunday, October 28, 2007
hmm. daylight is the first word of my URL. yes, daylight does burn. and many people in australia die because of skin cancer, because the ozone layer in australia is broken. lalala. BUT. now that it`s summer, we have this little thing called DAYLIGHT SAVINGS. the news told us to move our clocks one freaking hour ahead on SUNDAY AT 2:00AM. but you know, we completely forgot about it so we kinda missed church. LOL. yeah. bish =x
so basically we`re one hour ahead of singapore now. ho humms. means that on the 16th of december i`ll be reaching singapore at 5:00PM when it`s really meant to be 6:00PM in australia. HAHAHAHA! good news for Joy & Zhe Ru, aye? ^^
yay so whenever i look at the time below my post i know what time it is in singapore when i`m posting. HOHOHO. lamelamelame. T.T
(Christie) ♥ 11:23 AM
soccer & the rain
Friday, October 26, 2007
bloody stinking hell. i should listen to my father more often. this morning, he told me that it looked cloudy outside and he told me to bring my school jumper just in case. but i completely ignored what he told me. SO. i was freezing like...like...-_-#
anyway today we played soccer in the rain AGAIN with the bloody cold wind whipping our chest.
i hate design&technology. stupid nails that are so small you keep hitting your thumb with your hammer. (lucky for me i didn`t hit MY thumb, at least) stupid noisy machines that you always have to wear earmuffs so you don`t damage your ears. stupid popular people who hog the machines so you can`t do your work faster. stupid teacher who makes the lamest jokes ever. stupid wood splinters that gets stuck in your fingers sometimes. stupid cold weather today. stupid rain that wet all of our bags outside. stupid teacher who didn`t ask us to bring our bags in so they wouldn`t get wet.
okay, so this is how miserable the rain makes you lol.
in english today, our teacher made us read. that`s right. read a book that i finished reading ages ago. bloody hell. it was raining outside, and i sit next to the window that`s got a huge lemon tree outside. watching the rain bounce off the unripe lemons. lovely.
in maths, my computer was so laggy so the teacher let me log off because i explained to him that the screen was frozen for 5 minutes straight no matter how hard i tried. so Chris who sat beside me was like telling me these jokes rofl. poor him. he had to walk home in the cold. it`s Jared`s birthday on sunday.
AND IT`S SHERMAINE`S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAINEE. have a good year from now until your next birthday where we shall all wish you again lol. muackiexx
(Christie) ♥ 3:41 PM
more laughing-
Thursday, October 25, 2007
okay, so in maths today Tegan was going on another of her laughing fits. like for example, when the class next to us (with the raging teacher who likes to scream at them and say things like: "NOW GET OUT AND DON`T EVER COME BACK TO MY CLASS" or even "Go away. GO away. GO AWAY!" to this kid. that teacher has serious issues, but whatever) was going somewhere and they passed our class. then my teacher goes all innocently in the silence, "The herd is moving." and Tegan didn`t hear it, so when Omar told her she started laughing so hard.
Omar: you laugh too much. Tegan: I`M LOSING WEIGHT! Whole class: *cracking up*
yeah. if you don`t get that last bit, it was in one of my september posts on laughing.
today after school, my father brought my brother & me to Video Ezy because my brother wanted to rent this video called The Persuit of Happyness. then i saw Fantastic Four - Rise of the Silver Surfer on the new release board so i got that as well. i just watched it. it`s quite good with the graphics and all that. but then again, lots of movies are good with the computer graphics.
oh btw speaking of graphics, there was this guy in my school who already graduated and my SS teacher showed us a poster he did when he was our age about global warming. it was DAMN PRO. i mean, i`m not comparing his to mine or whatever, because he`s this really creative cartoonist that`s got a little R.I.P cross next to stumps of dead trees. oh em gee. my teacher said he`s got a career in graphic designing or something. anyway his name is Yakob Erogul and my SS teacher said that if you look up his name in Yahoo! or whatever, you can find it or something. oh wells. i`m signing off now.
until i get a job in graphic designing; Ris
oh yeah this bit was made at 6:57PM. ummm. i think i`m going to hai sing if i get to go back to singapore next year to study. i mean, i`m never getting into anglican or dunman, because HELLO? in case you haven`t noticed, chinese is something that i`m never going to get familiar with. well, let`s take a look at this. i`ve been away from singapore for more than 3 years and it`s not compulsory for me to take chinese. lovely. don`t you need higher mt or something to get into either of those schools? ughs. what the hell. anyway my parents said i might as well go to hai sing since it`s the closest secondary school to our house. doesn`t sound so bad, does it? -sighs- still don`t know what i want to do with my life. maybe i`m only going back to singapore for a group of friends. is that really worth changing my life? i think it is.
this bit was made at 7:27PM. i seriously don`t know what i`m still doing on the computer surfing people`s blogs. my brother`s blog...man. i hardly go on it but everytime i go there i read what he`s thinking. i`m afraid to go near him now. not really. but whatever. i just looked at the tv news my father is watching and oh my goodness these australian guys went to singapore, took singapore airlines and paid FREAKING $100, 000 for a flight with good food, good chairs and a smooth quiet ride. what the hell. they said the aeroplane was more economical than other planes, but you pay more, i mean, a LOT more for it.
(Christie) ♥ 6:36 PM
disgusting science lesson
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
now that it`s almost the middle of spring, it`s starting to warm up like VERY fast. anyway, that`s not what i`m going to talk about, though.
my maths teacher talks damn wierd. he was explaining to us some questions that we did, and one of them was (-3)cubed. so. try saying: "negative three times negative three times negative three" as fast as you can. ;) not so easy aye? surprisingly my maths teacher managed to say it, and once he was done, all of us started cracking up. not to mention, he said it really fast too.
in science today, we were studying about vertebrates&invertebrates (what the hell) then my science teacher showed us all these jars of PRESERVED animals in this yellowish liquid. it helps to preserve the animals, i think. and oh my goodness. it was disgusting. there was a SNAKE in a huge jar full of yellowish liquid, and in other jars was a bat, a massive centipede, something that looked like an overgrown lizard, a massive beetle, a starfish with 6 legs, a squid, and a worm that my teacher later on told us that can live inside humans and eat their food and stuff. these types of worms are called round worms (what the HELL) and she told us about one man who purposely ate worm eggs and he knew they were inside him. then when he was about to get married, he decided to get rid of them so he ate these worm tablets that kill the worms inside of you. and when he (ew) shitted it out, he found the worm in it and when he stretched it out (okay, i`m totally going to BARF right now) and when he lay down on the floor beside it, it was LONGER THAN HIM. wierd science lesson, aye? hannah (who sits next to me in science now) had her handphone with her and she showed it to me. it was a nokia 6111, and it was one of those cool pink slide out ones that has a camera on the back. i want one of those handphones :(
anyway...that`s pretty much the highlight of the day, i guess. i`m eating ice cream right now. yeah, it`s my favourite food. actually i like any flavoured ice cream as long as it doesn`t have nuts in it.
anyway my brother showed me this video last night that i thought you might like to see. damn hilarious.
once again, you know the simple 'if-you-want-better-quality-click-on-it-and-watch-it-on-the-site' policy. thanks.
(Christie) ♥ 3:00 PM
so, so much
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
bloody hell. before i start my extremely long post i should like to remind you that my brother went back to singapore on saturday, and my father went to pick him up from the airport today so he couldn`t fetch me home. so i had to walk home, in this hot summer`s day; but Aleya`s car drove by and Aleya asked me to get in so they could give me a lift home, because my house is on their way home XDD i was like totally relieved, man. how would you like to walk from White Sands all the way to Loyang Point UPHILL??? okay, whatever. yesterday was my mother`s birthday. yepsyeps. called her and wished her happy birthday... i`m so happy i`m here blogging. for ONE WEEK, i couldn`t blog. so i get withdrawal symptoms. like real *hahaha* anyway all i did during that one week was watch movies from Video Ezy...catch up on my maths...play The Sims 2 (WHAT THE HELL, CHRISTIE???) and just slack slack slack.
oooh my father and brother is back from the airport. bish.
anyway, the first day back at school was so horrible. because i had SS first, and that horrible excuse for a teacher Mr Cregan totally shot me the first question. and even then, i totally didn`t hear it. i was like, "What?" because it`s physically impossible to keep your eyes OPEN in his class, what with him making all these jokes that he thinks is really funny, when it`s seriously not. and in health, we`re studying about legal drugs (what the hell) and Kendrick goes: "Marijuana`s slang name is Mary Jane" and i`m just like...why does he even know this stuff? and about every one of my teachers are slacking their butts off.
but then again, it`s no surprise so i might as well have my nap in every class i go to. i do that only when the teacher is doing his/her work and i know he/she isn`t gonna look up for the next half an hour. bish =x i`m still trying to catch up on my maths. yeah. i think i`m going to stop now. christie needs to studyy. pfftiexx.
and that is one picture i took during the week i was deprived of the internet.
okay i have to type this fast or i`ll be late for school.
BLOODY HELL. they cancelled our internet for ONE WEEK for some stupid mistake the internet people made. ONE WEEK. sheesh! anyway i only came on to print out my health homework that needed internet so now that i`ve got THIS down, i have to leave now. more when i get home.
(Christie) ♥ 8:17 AM
Blog Action Day
Monday, October 15, 2007
our environment is crumbling slowly as the years pass by. i mean, come on. look at all the forests being cut down per year for room to build towns. look at all the bushfires happening in australia. look at all the carbon dioxide we are releasing into the atmosphere, what with so many cars on the main roads. okay. we haven`t done anything of the above, i mean, we can`t even drive yet for crying out loud. but there are some simple ways that we can still keep our environment running smoothly for a little bit longer.
our electricity is run by fossil fuels, and these will run out someday. so why don`t we try to save electricity more often? look. i`ve got a brother who doesn`t bother at all about these things and his mentality is that 'electricity is here for all of us to use, and we are meant to use it so just use it. plus what are the chances of electricity running out in our lifetime?' true. but consider the people in the FUTURE, hello???
turn off the TV when no one in the room is watching it.
try to use a fan more than an air-conditioner because fans consume less electricity than air-conditioners. you could use an air-conditioner when there are lots of people in the same room, though.
turn off the lights when no one is in the room.
if your parents usually drive you to school, why not try taking the bus (because a lot of people use it, so it`s more worth it)? you could try riding ur bicycle to school, too. it also gives you fresher air than you would get if you stayed cooped up in a car.
please don`t be emo and cry till one whole box of tissue paper is used up. tissue paper is made from TREES, in case you haven`t noticed. SMILE!
try to use both sides of a piece of paper so you don`t waste it. you could always use the blank side for scrap paper.
what`s the longest time you`ve ever spent on the computer? :P if your eyes are starting to feel a little tired, it might be a sign that you`ve gotta stop. bored? there`s always meeting up with your friends somewhere ^^
yeps. that`s pretty much all i can think of right now. sorry. i just woke up. if i was fully wide awake i think i could think of more things. oh well. i`m just posting for Blog Action Day because i`m like super bored.
(Christie) ♥ 9:19 AM
undescribable;
Saturday, October 13, 2007
words i wish i could say cannot be described. there`s too much to say; and they cannot be described.
I'm having the day from hell, It was all going so well (before you came) And you told me you needed space, With a kiss on the side my face (not again) And not to mention (the tears I shed) But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby Everything is effed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No
Don't know where I parked my car Don't know who my real friends are (anymore) I put my faith in you What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours) And not to mention (I drank too much) I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby Everything is effed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No
Can it be easier? Can I just change my life? Cause it just seems to go bad everytime Will I be mending? another one ending once again
Everything is effed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No [x2]
Falls apart Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended
(Christie) ♥ 11:31 PM
help me
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
okay. i`m just making another post because i don`t want all this to be mixed up with the happiness of the sunsets. even though sometimes i think they all look the same. whatever. the camera can`t really show it; you gotta BE there to SEE it with YOUR EYES.
okay... i wish Muaz wouldn`t keep telling everybody how i`m going to be staying in singapore. my father only considered the idea. (even though he actually wants us to go back, and all) BUT i seriously need help in catching up.
God, please help me to pass the test the MOE is going to give me to get back into singapore standard school. please help me to catch up on my maths. please help me. (please help me to get into preferably not my mother`s school but a school one of my friends is going to) Amen.
oh my goodness. i think english is the only thing that`s probably going to get me a high grade. okay here are the people who i am thinking of asking to help me in my different subjects:
ENGLISH: NOBODY. MATHS: Shermaine, Yu Min, Claudia, Zhi Qian, (maybe Kenneth) SCIENCE: Kenneth CHINESE: nobody. it`s not compulsory for me to take it anymore. TEE HEE
so basically all i need to focus on is maths and probably science. oh my goodness. someone help me.
this bit was made at 11:28PM. see how retarded i am, staying up so late just to POST??? okay now don`t get the wrong idea that i just came on at this hour to post this bit (i really came on because i was purely bored & i wasn`t sleepy) but i also came to tag people`s blogs :DD okays. this is what i came to post about. have any of you read The Princess Diaries? you know...the books? the series? series of EIGHT? okay anyway this might sound like totally strange and all but you know Kenny, the guy who is lab partners with Mia? he`s this science genius and look at the person helping me in science. that`s right. KENNETH. Kenneth, the guy who was my partner for the WHOLE of P3. partners. partners. partners. Kenneth Neo VS Kenneth Showalter <~ even though that Showalter dude isn`t real. BUT WHATEVER. ARE KENNETH`S DESTINED TO BE SCIENCE GENIUSES??? i am not saying anything about Kenny & Mia because it just...isn`t... yeah. whatever. and...euw. okay time for me to sleep now. ADIOS.
this bit was made on 11/10/07. i don`t want to make another post because of this because i think it would simply be a waste. but whatever. LOOK AT THIS BLOGSKIN!!! IT`S SO CUTE!!! http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=158942&action=Preview
(Christie) ♥ 6:16 PM
more sun; more clouds; more sunset
O.M.G. the sunsets are always so beautiful in australia.
taken before i ran into the house, uploaded to the computer, noticed the sun coming through the window much stronger, looked out, saw a nicer one, ripped the camera wire out of the camera, sprinted out the door, and finally
took that.
lalala the clouds opened up like a little gate. :O THE GATEWAY TO HEAVEN. HA. fat hope.
before i start talking and talking, i should show you a few pictures i took as soon as i got home from grocery shopping with my father.
i just found this photo among some of the photos i took. can`t remember when i took.
that was today directly outside my house.
that was when i went up to the further side of the road and tried to take as little of the rooftops as possible.
and a little to the right of that previous photo.
VOILA. kind of looks like there`s a sun of hope trying so hard to burn through the wet, dark, depressing world of sorrow-filled souls. what the heck. i am so overdramatic when it comes to these things. i should fully start a deviantart account; i love photographing so much.
which brings to my attention that i am actually studying computer graphic designing NEXT year. and if i go back to singapore i`m totally going to miss out on all of them. pfft. i don`t care now.
anyway what i`m trying to say is that you should definitely see (and preferably take a photograph of) an australian sunset and make that one of the top things on your list to do before you die (:
this has got to be one of the saddest moments in my life. i mean, i don`t really know them that well. but they have to move on the 1st December. i know they`re pretty good guys. i even had BOTH of my next door neighbours move, and be replaced with new ones. but that was because they weren`t 100% close to me the way Jacob&Jonah might be to Joy. -sighs- but i think the real reason why it`s so sad is because i won`t be there to say goodbye to them. i think we really just have to move on through sad times.
it seems so hard, though. i miss my past. it`s so childish, though. knowing that i can never go back to those days again. but i want to live well now so i don`t regret it in the future. and this is why i feel like it should be better if i spend two years in singapore. i don`t care about school. school is pure bullshit. it`s the people that matters.
thank you, my neighbours; the loyang-placers; who made all of our happiness possible.
thank you joy, for making this lovely picture from your home. (:
In a moment, everything can change, Feel the wind on your shoulder, For a minute, all the world can wait, Let go of your yesterday.
Can you hear it calling? Can you feel it in your soul? Can you trust this longing? And take control,
Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine, Forget about the reasons why you can't in life, And start to try, cause it's your time, Time to fly.
All your worries, leave them somewhere else, Find a dream you can follow, Reach for something, when there's nothing left, And the world's feeling hollow.
Can you hear it calling? Can you feel it in your soul? Can you trust this longing? And take control,
Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine, Forget about the reasons why you can't in life, And start to try, cause it's your time, Time to fly.
And when you're down and feel alone, Just want to run away, Trust yourself and don't give up, You know you better than anyone else,
In a moment, everything can change, Feel the wind on your shoulder, For a minute, all the world can wait, Let go of yesterday,
Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine, Forget about the reasons why you can't in life, And start to try, Fly Forget about the reasons why you can't in life, And start to try, cause it's your time, Time to fly.
In a moment, everything can change.
(Christie) ♥ 4:41 PM
gratitude, and faith.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
my father brought my brother and me to watch Rush Hour 3 at Whitfords City Shopping Centre. it was damn hilarious. i saw this guy from my old school in australia with his mates there...when i was on my way to the toilet i saw them lined up at one of the food stalls and the guy Fraser like pointed to me and i think he told his mates something about me. whatever it was.
anyway, right now, here i am thinking how fast time moves and how slow i really want it to move sometimes, but sometimes i just want it to shoot off so i can get somewhere faster. -sighs- what is the right choice for me to make, man... Joy is so kind to me. i feel loved whenever i`m around her. maybe singapore is where i`m really meant to be. yeah, i just feel like a total jerk sometimes whenever i think about the choice i made in singapore almost three years ago. sure, anybody in singapore might take the chance to study in australia (excuse me, no exams until you`re 15?) but i think at the end of the day, what really matters most ain`t just time off on a long term basis but the people around you who matter most...
i think i have no say in this, really... it`s entirely up to God to decide my fate. i`m like...stuck in a dilemma whether i should stay in australia or go back to singapore... until then, all i can look forward to is the 161207 reunion.
and that is the drawing i scanned on 5/10/07. you might wanna zoom in on it once you click on it.
